Thursday, January 26, 2017

Year of the Rooster 2017

and the Rooster crows...

Many of you know my love of studying Chinese and Japanese art forms and symbolism that contribute to and inspire my own art work.

With this, I find the Chinese New Year animals fascinating...do I hold this as a gospel for myself personally? No, not really since I truly believe we create our own paths. 

But, it is a bit curious that last year was the Year of the Monkey...

Monkeys are masters of practical jokes, 
because they like playing most of the time.
Mischievousness, curiosity, and cleverness, 
can make them very naughty.

...hummm!?

2017 brings the Year of the Fire Rooster. It will be a powerful one, with no middle of the road when it comes to moving forward. This year, impressions count. You’ll want to be at your best and be clear on your intentions concerning love, money, and business. Stick to practical and well-proven paths to ensure success, rather than risky ventures.
Remember: In a Rooster Year, all of the Chinese animals can reap great rewards by tapping into Rooster traits.
Here are some of the characteristics that will be rewarded this year:
Loyalty
Commitment
Hard work
Family values
Top-notch appearances  

Watercolor by Arti Chauhan

The year's is the Yin Fire Rooster. Yin is (in Chinese philosophy) characterized as female and sustaining and associated with earth, dark, and cold.

Inherently this Yin year, the discipline of metal meets the passion of fire may cause the year to have a mysterious duality... a little out of balance at times.

By carefully blending discipline and passion together, it will make a complete balance to create a perfect masterpiece!
The element of the year combines with the animal to color its influence. This year it’s fire, and I think that’s a good sign. Fire’s basic nature is to rise. And through illumination, it’s able to shed light into the darkest corners; this heralds a time of transparency and clarity. Fire also unifies. Humans through the ages have gathered around its warmth, and though many kinds of things can be fed to a fire, it all becomes one as ash. " -Link here to DragonTree Newletter 

The Chinese Rooster is also associated with the Phoenix, which is representative of all the powerful bird family bringing new opportunities and chances to your front door. What we lose in the ashes of the past can rise again in our future. This year is the year of new beginnings and scenarios. Strike while the fire is hot! Use the resources, the strength and tenacity of the Phoenix Rooster to make it happen. -Mary Shurtleff

The Phoenix is used because it is a more spiritual translation with the potential for personal growth. By facing your fears is to be reborn but is not always easy.
Therefore, the year of the Phoenix 2017 is a time of conscientiousness, hard work, discipline, and a realistic outlook. Practical endeavors succeed. Nonsensical plans do not. Be a bit frugal financially, and refrain from complaining. Choose your battles wisely because there could be much crowing and pecking this year. Keep to the high ground and do not engage in petty arguments.
Keep life simple. -for more link here

Bottom line:

Find Balance between discipline and passion. 
Keep it simple...while strutting your stuff...
keep humble...be kind...be gracious...and crow- in happiness.






Saturday, January 21, 2017

Word of the Year

2026: Magical

I love living life with intention.

Not halfway. Not casually.
But fully—heart, soul, and presence engaged.

Each year, I choose a single word to guide how I want to live the year, not just move through it. A word that becomes a compass when I feel distracted, uncertain, or pulled off center.

Last year, my word was Focus.
I wanted clarity—of mind, body, and soul—so I could create what truly mattered for myself and for those who chose to share their time and energy with me.

And it worked.

Focus helped me step back and see my life more honestly. It helped me define what belonged and what didn’t. It also asked me to let go of things that no longer fit—never easy, sometimes painful, but deeply necessary.

That clearing led me here.
To this year’s word.

Magical.

Not magic.
But magical.

Just this morning, I realized something quietly important: I have been living very seriously. And while I am, at my core, a light-hearted and joyful person, I also have a long-standing habit of overthinking, overdoing, and competing with myself—always striving to be “better,” often chasing acceptance without even realizing it.

This pattern runs deep. It began long ago as a way to survive, to be needed, to make others happy so I could feel safe and cherished. Much of it lived far beneath my awareness—until this past year, when I finally saw it clearly.

I noticed how often I tried to fix situations so others would feel okay. Sometimes that was empathy.
But sometimes—quietly, subtly—it was about easing my own discomfort.

Seeing that truth was both tender and freeing.

And that clarity led me to my word.

Let’s pause with it for a moment.

Magic is about power, illusion, the act itself.
But magical is about feeling.
Wonder. Ease. Enchantment. Presence.

Magic creates tricks.
Magical creates experience.

That is what I am inviting into my life this year—the felt sense of being alive. Less pressure. More curiosity. Less fixing. More allowing.

Magical gives me permission to soften.
To leave room for surprise.
To trust that life doesn’t need to be forced to be meaningful.

As we begin this year together—Listening, Choosing, Trusting, Becoming—I see how perfectly this word fits. You cannot live magically without listening. You cannot choose wisely without trust. And you cannot become who you’re meant to be while carrying the weight of who you thought you had to be.

This year isn’t about doing more.
It’s about feeling more.

It will be an interesting year of discovery.
And I’m stepping into it with wonder.

2025: Focus
We all know what it is to focus, and in today's world, with all the outside planned interference, we all know what it is to be unfocused. Distractions have become a natural part of our lives. The internet propels our distraction.
When I am working on a creation, my mind tends to wander, and the next minute, I find myself at my computer looking up some odd subject...
How do bluebirds make their nests?
Where is the Oracle Temple located?
What are the oldest languages? (This question came from a dream of seeing a chart of old languages.)
What do Japanese women wear for shoes in the winter?
How did Leonardo Da Vinci keep his notes?
AND...what does focus mean, and how does it differ from focus spiritually?
FOCUS: can be defined as the ability to see the spiritual aspects of life that might not be immediately obvious. It's more than just focusing on details; it's having the vision to see the spiritual world around you.
Isn't it fascinating how personal our spiritual practices can help our creative practices when we can let go of trying to control and just let it happen??
Each of us has our unique way of connecting with the Divine, and that's its beauty. This personal connection is what inspires and guides us in our creative journey.
Here are some ways to find the spiritual path when creating art:
  • Pray: I believe the act of creating is prayer. The Divine has given us a gift; creating is the best way to show gratitude. This appreciation fuels our creativity and motivates us to produce our best work.
  • Read or listen: What you fill your mind with feeds your heart. I focus on things that inspire me to be the best person I can be, which translates into being the best artist I can be. This means books on personal development, podcasts on spirituality, and conversations with wise friends. Take a moment and think about what resonates with you, and let it fuel your creative journey.
  • Meditate: I could be a better sitter. Yes, I can do it, but it doesn't always fit. My downloads come in the early morning. I am in the stage of being awake and asleep, hypnagogia. It is when an image (or two) will pop into my mind—very clear and detailed. The only downfall in this peaceful state is that I must get up and write it down or draw it; otherwise, it is gone *poof*.
  • Movement: This is a must for me. I can do many things to focus my mind, but it is within my body that holds the real power. I need kickboxing to work out the over-excitement so I can concentrate. It gives me a strong body so I can work fully. Yoga to balance everything. It is in the movement that we find our inner self. Each is a must.
  • Worship: This comes to me when sharing my art's physical and mental parts with my community—my students and collectors. It is a beautiful gathering of different and unique souls held together with great love.
  • Devotional: I love to begin my day by writing on a specific topic in my journal. I admit I float in and out of the practice or ritual of writing by hand, a tactile art, but I type intentional words on my computer almost daily.
  • Conversation with the Divine: My ideas come from a higher source -the Divine, and I am merely the vessel that brings them to life. But to do that, I need to be at peace and trust in the process. When these two elements are balanced, creativity flows effortlessly, and I feel calm and reassured in my work.
So, my word of the year is focus. I will find it through my spiritual sense of mind, body, and soul to create my best- for myself and others who wish to share their time and energy with me.

2024: Beauty

This year is about living and creating beauty. How can I bring more beauty to my work, my workshops, and my life to share with others?

I am grateful for the beauty that is there every day of my life with my darling husband and sweetest baby boy, Sparti-puppy.

Much Love-
Leslie



2023: Storyteller

I believe there is a part in us that truly loves people that are in our lives and we wish to help them grow. We tell our stories to transform ourselves and by writing or speaking them we take us all on a transcending journey.

 Together can we grow and evolve beyond the story. We can learn to live more deeply in our earthly life and my hope, to create a spiritual connection or understanding.

 So, please join me on my quest for 2023 to bring the gesture to you in the form of Storytelling not only in my personal discoveries as well as within my art!

Much Love-
Leslie



2022: LIVE BOLDLY

I am taking time to reflect back and look over my past year (or month or even an experience) not sure if that comes with age or wisdom...perhaps a bit of both.

Last year was...
"ENGAGE is about who I am and what I believe. To land and to live within this world as fully myself as I can be at this time. Always striving and studying how to be a full human, stretch my wings as far as I can, fly as high as I can, and to help others. And to do this, it is about Engaging with others...some will be deep connections from the first and others will be great learning experiences."

And how did I know that some would be deep connections while others were great learning experiences? That is exactly how it went!

I found both connection and experience to bring my awareness into myself even more. When connection happened, I felt the feeling of deep knowing and of great gratitude. When a life learning experience would show up, I decided to see it through. As this time in our human history, it would be too easy just to retreat and close that door. I want to be able to fully embrace life even when it is a struggle (for me).


And seeing my learning experiences through, I found it brought me a deeper knowing of myself and who I am...sometimes looking back and laughing at myself thinking who was that "person/demon child" that showed up in your body and reacted "that way"??

So now this 2022, I am more comfortable in myself even when I am "not myself". I am more accepting of...me.

And now that I have meet some challenges head on, I feel that I can walk right into 2022 boldly but with grace (for myself and others). Feeling that I do not have to please everyone and can be who I am and express that in my own way.


I find that it really is about listening to all connected parts - Mind - Body- and Soul.
For my Mind- I will continue my devoted pursuant of  books and inspiration so that I may translate them for others.
For my Body - I will continue to eat well, sleep well, and my two exercises of yoga and kickboxing.
For my Soul - I will say that is where my art lies in a continued expression of my (own) language of clay and cloth. 
And in all- the sharing with my beloved students- art and yoga...

May all of you Find your own Voice, Peace, and Growth in this 2022!
Much Love-
Leslie


 


2021 : ENGAGE

So it seems that I choose a word in a three to four year cycle...
2017: THE 3 YEAR is a journey to personal happiness  ~ on a sea of appearances…
The 3 Year is a simpler and more casual twelve-month cycle in which you must constantly ask yourself: “What do I want?” Your own long-term happiness and fulfillment are the central issues, and the 3 Year cycle gives you the opportunity to discover, and then create, what you believe will make you happy.

2021: THE 4 YEAR is a journey of breakthrough ~ on a sea of obstacles...
The 4 Year Cycle is one of vision, management, priority, limitation, restriction, determination, effort, and breakthrough. Your sense of identity – who you are and what you believe – is the principal theme. The events of this practical year will leave you in no doubt that the time has come to set new priorities and strive toward a specific long-term goal.
source: https://creativenumerology.com/

So I find that synchronicity or that "but of course"...as I researched and found these on three and four year life cycle...both hit to exactly where I was and I am now.

Where in my below post from 2017 was about "UNFOLD"-ing...finding my own voice and path.

In between these years, I experienced the act of 
 "B U T T E R F L I E D."
The act of pure and whole transformation. Change form from one that was to another that is and never to go back...
Now in 2021, "ENGAGE" is about who I am and what I believe. To land and to live within this world as fully myself as I can be at this time. Always striving and studying how to be a full human, stretch my wings as far as I can, fly as high as I can, and to help others. And to do this, it is about Engaging with others...some will be deep connections from the first and others will be great learning experiences. 

We all walk our own path in this life-time and we connect with some while others not so much. I have found that we are all not a good fit and that is a good thing. We want diversity and we want to learn from others...to open our minds to other thoughts and perceptions. Although we don't have to hang out with others that cause us constant strife.

ENGAGE

Origin

Late Middle English (formerly also as ingage): from French engager, ultimately from the base of gage.

The word originally meant ‘to pawn or pledge something’, later ‘pledge oneself (to do something’), hence ‘enter into a contract’ (mid 16th century), ‘involve oneself in an activity’, ‘enter into combat’ (mid 17th century), giving rise to the notion ‘involve someone or something else’.

I believe engage is a two way street- we must put ourselves out there in our own original way and hopefully connect with another.

So my hope is that for 2021 (-2024/5...)

I meet you along the path.


2017 : UNFOLD

I was reading some Facebook postings and noticed a dear friend had chosen her WORD for the year!
I looked back on my blogs and noticed that I hadn't chosen a WORD for about three years...yup that seems about right...it was a three year transition that I went through to get to where I am today.

Extreme hardships can bring on the opportunity for extreme personal growth. 
It can be a time where it becomes possible to shed un-needed people, places, and things...by choice or maybe by the Divine. I choose to believe both.

I like to choose a word for soul growth and that sets an intention for that year. To me, this brings the New Year in on a positive note versus behavior modifications that (most) times cannot be met.

There was a litany of so many words that scrambled through my brain!

...and when you least expect the right word to come to you it does...


...it was in the middle of a kick-boxing lesson when my instructor was asking me for suggestions for a name of a new routine of hits and kicks...I said the banana peel and got kind of an eye roll...then I said how about unfolding lotus...well needless to say THOSE were not the kind of titles he was looking for...but it told me exactly were my soul was...unfolding...

unfold
to open to the view
: reveal; especially : to make clear by gradual disclosure and often by recital
to remove (as a package) from the folds
: unwrap
to open from a folded state : open out : expand, blossom
: develop, evolve <as the story unfolds>
 to open out gradually to the view or understanding 
:become known <a panorama unfolds before their eyes>

perfect...I believe I am at a place in my life where all the bindings that were holding me from being all that I can be are gone...or recognizable...and I can be who and what I am blessed to be...to inspire others...to share my work...to share my knowledge...an artist.


In order to make this journey all that is to be I have found that one of the greatest lessons is not to push the process...let it unfold and it will and it has!
See this blog posting for more insight LINK HERE

I have found that when I push things to happen in my life, it only delays or derails the beautiful things that are suppose to come into my life. It is suppose to flow…to unfold.

When I feel that strong un-ease, I know that I am out of balance…my soul is actually telling me so. I’m resisting all that could be…. I’m pushing down the wrong path.
 

So, I back off. I take the time to stop and be quiet. It may take moments or days but the truly rightful soulful answer comes to me...in fact it is so clear that I think "duh, of course"! And in some cases the answer may be to wait a bit longer because the right answer or path has not appeared yet.

From there the path is so obviously clear and focused...then I know I'm where I should be on this part of my journey!

Next week...

Letting the Path happen:

The LL COUTURE Handbag!

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Questions???

Hello All,
I would like to share with you my process as I unfold my life as an artist...it is a life journey where at times you do need to question yourself...your path.


My life has had some incredible challenges, that I am, now, so very grateful for. I needed everyone of those challenges to question where I was and where I wanted to go...and work to become the person I am today and the life that I am living today...thankful.

As I now stand on my own two feet with great support and look at my future as to how I will make a living. 

I would like to share with you, as perhaps, an inspiration or my hope, as a guide into the unknown (as it is).

In the hopes of continuing with my Story Hat© line, I initially thought of a sponsor purchasing the collection as an art display and donating it to a hospital that helps children with cancer. This was at the time still raw within my own heart after my Dad passed from brain cancer. What a great tribute to him in his memory.
Note: My inspiration came from hats that were originally created for children in China by the expectant Mother. These hats imbue protection and well wished for the child-to-come future. It took this concept and created my line of Story Hats©.

Goldfish Story Hat © Leslie Molen
copyright 2016
Photography: Alan Rodriguez Villalobos

Next, came the idea of creating polar fleece hats for children in (chemo) treatment that would be purchased by other sponsors. As the Story Hat Project©,these hats would be gifted to the children, in my hopes, to bring them joy and a bit of play into their lives.

Everything was flowing...to the point of being accepted as a project by a hospital. Then BOOM!
Several road blocks started to arise. Which brought up questions...questions within myself.

After designing several polar fleece hats, I realized that it was not within my ability to create a version of the polar fleece hats that could be (realistically) cost effective without watering them down to something that I would not be happy with. On the other hand, keeping them at the quality was in no way feasible to be able to create as a mass product.

My questions to myself as an artist, as a business person where as follows: 
1. Was it even doable to make a living being an artist? I do things by piece not by hourly rate. 

2. How do I produce and sell enough to receive a monthly income that I can actually live on?

I have been very fortunate to be a full-time artist for the last 25 years of my life. In this time, I have been able to master my craft of textiles to be the best that I can be...and understand also, how to run it as a business (of art). I have worked extremely and passionately hard at it...

Hydrangea Story Doll © Leslie Molen
copyright 2014
Photography:Mark Mortensen


I was thankful for these "roadblocks"... it gave me time to breathe and think this through.

To ask questions, I came to the understanding that I am an artist, I am not a mass producer...this is what I am- an artist...in my heart...in my soul...with each and every stitch.

1. Yes, I am extremely efficient but also need to continue to create at the quality level that is associated with me as a master artist. Continue creating each as a quality piece and know that people will appreciate the originality and uniqueness of my work.

2. Expand my business beyond dolls (small very limited market) to pieces that are still original and unique but gain a larger market share.

I started with simply made tote bags and scarves...not quite there...but on the right path.

A very dear close friend told me that I am very well known for my dolls and my hats...geez...of course...I decided to expand on what I am already known for...my Asian signature...my techniques.

Butterfly Story Hat © Leslie Molen
copyright 2016
Photography: Alan Rodriguez Villalobos

And so with that I am creating a line that I call LL Couture. This also in memory of my Dad who called me LL.

I realized that my first attempt was a stepping stone but not at the level I wanted and have worked so hard to be known for. At this posting, I have drafted the pattern for my new handbag that compliment my dolls and Story Hats...

Most importantly, I took the time to listen to my heart...to my soul and take that direction. 

For the Story Hat© line, I will continue creating them and am working on having them as a exhibit to share with others. Eventually have them for sale as art pieces.

The Story Hat Project©. I have not dismissed that. I so believe in giving back. The Project is on my work sheets that I hang in my studio...perhaps moved to the side- for now...the right person(s), time and place will come.

I have all faith that this is where I am suppose to be...this is what I am suppose to be...




Saturday, January 7, 2017

Emerging from the Cocoon...Part 3: Taking Flight

As the New Year has come to us...I am writing this post to release the last of my crossover or transition. 

I am now fully engaged in my life as I have created it to be. I am more myself and happier than I have ever been in my life...it is my life...as I choose it to be.


I find my creations of The Moth's symbolism still emerges as my transition finds a steady foundation...
"...the moth is ever-vigilant in following its path of light. This may also serve as a moral to us to keep our own vigilance, but not fall victim of blind faith...
...It is important to seat ourselves in grounding foundations when we step in-tune with the lunar aspects of the moth. In other words, fly high with the moth - but always have a clear runway for happy, safe landings."
LUNA MOTH
Photography: Alan Rodriguez Villalobos


Luna Moths are attracted to the moon as a source of light. In spiritual terms, they signify rebirth and new beginnings. Because they gravitate towards the light in the darkness of the night, the Luna Moth is seen as a symbol of spiritual transformation, if heightened awareness, and a striving towards truth.
Wings of vintage Japanese silk kimono.
Hand sculpted head overlaid with silk crepe
Hand painted eyes
Hand dyed tussah silk hair
 Kimono represents her cocoon.
Hand dyed gauze lined with silk dupioni.
Above: Obi- vintage kimono overlaid with gauze.
Below: Folds of kimono.

Below: Wings open
 Interior of wing: Printed silk vintage kimono
 Back view with wings spread.

I have always been extremely type A personality, which in the past helped me survive life challenges...as they were. Through my transition and doing the work, I now find that those survival "skills" are no longer necessary.

As I took to my new life path, I have found that I am much more calmer and now able to take the time to think things through...and maybe even been able revisit things...to define them to fit to who I am now...strong but with a deep understanding of compassion for myself as well as others.
"Here we see a fragile vulnerability in the moth. The moon is her mother, and she will follow her course at all cost. This makes her open to distraction...Here we may find another message to adjust our course as our path indicates rather than drive forward without heeding important signs along the way."

GHOST MOTH

Ghost Moth is able to attract what it needs in life and have very little difficulty moving through life changes and transformations. They are joyous in rituals and their dance. Ghost Moth symbolizes intuition and awareness.

This Ghost Wing vintage kimono, I found to be one of my favorites.

The "real" ghost moth (male) is blue...which I took artistic license with the blue color to create my Ghost Moth.
Wings with hand embroidery

Close up: Face

 Back View: hand dyed tussah silk hair 
Close up of kimono and obi
 Silk dupioni lining- hand dyed

"Indeed, those with the moth totem will find this creature a magnificent assistant in developing higher awareness."
And so, out of my cocoon and taking flight in my new path with my life as well as my art.
My goal is to make a successful living as an artist...where my path leads me will be the adventure that I will share with you in this upcoming year!!



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